Reflections

Wow, life is literally changing and it’s been a long time since I updated this old blog of mine. Well you see I have been so busy with school and work that blogging was the last thing on my mind. However things have change. I’m having my exams this week and I just got retrenched from my job.

Believe it or not they give me one day’s notice, hmmm…for a job which i spent 2 years of my life working for..hmm.. it’s unbelievable..sort of feel lost now.

Don’t worry loved ones, I’ll be alright in now time. I’m spending more time at home with my family at least. Some thing which I seldom did due to my hectic schedule. Still I’m the kind of person who has to be on the go and nobody understands how losing my job is affecting me! So frustrating. I have insomnia nowadays..which I hate to have cos millions of things just run through my mind preventing me from having my needed rest.

My best friend in the world is getting married. That’s good news because seeing her happy makes me happy too. On top of that, I love her to bits. Now I just have to plan what to do for her last night as a single woman…

I took a leap of faith this month. Decided to finally take a step towards my dream. Instead of sitting on my bum and wishing, I decided to give it a try. Honestly couldn’t have done it without my brother’s help(blessed to have a brother like him) and of course Rene…don’t worry did not forget about u!! Blazing in the hot sun…u kept me going, my strength and literally my pillar…thanks love.

A ball of emotions have since struck me but it feels good to be reaching for something you wanted your whole like. Music is my passion and honestly without it I wouldn’t have gotten where I am today as it sort of like…got me through those lonely and depressing nights as a child. Thank god too for the invention of a walkman at that time. hAA…

It’s scary how life is changing..but I guess that’s life. The best thing to do is too take everyday as if it was your last. Then you know you would not be missing out on anything. I guess I’m currently living for the moment…

Constant support and love from my ever dearest man gets me through..he does not really need to say anything but his hugs are so reassuring and when he’s not here, i start to panic but I also realized I work well when I panic..lol…oh well..guess we are like ping pong balls…bouncing around all the time but we never break or tear cos we carry each other through. Amor…

I seldom thing of my past now. Try my best to make the best of things and to put it all away. I guess it’s best looking forward then backwards on depressing tots. This year will pass like a breeze…time pass so fast when your older…oh well make the best of what god gave us..guess i’ll write another time..fingers getting tired.

C.C 06′