Shallow

In the depths of the shallow hole
Where I breathe and live each day
There comes a moment where reflection takes control
I start to feel empty and fade

Meaningless excuses, overwhelms
Sense of powerless eats right into
The shallow hole still conquers
Where to now, where do I go?

There’s a path that leads to normality
That’s the path that makes sense
There’s another that takes you to serenity
That’s a winding road that leads to no ends

I wake up everyday to realize its the same
The same everyday I wake up too
Less reasons, less people came
Seems like the end is the shallow hole doom

Walking on endless roads
Hoping as I grow i’ll mold
Finding it hard to plan ahead
Wondering what could happen next

It keeps leading back
Back to the depths of the hole
I keep repeating the past
Seems like the end is the shallow cold

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Reflections

It’s that time in life again when you take a step back and see a different point of view. To actually be an outsider of your life and see where you went wrong and what could have been done better to improve the situation now.

Though it’s too late too erase the mistakes, solutions may help to lighten the burden. When your upright and burning with desire to do your job, you work as hard as though your running on a treadmill with a timer for eternity. Somehow if the running treadmill gave up on you and chose to stop functioning, you sort of pause for a while and wonder what next? It’s the gusto of energy you get and the momentum which you follow which leaves you dumbstruck once your like is out of order.

Those still in function may envy you from time to time because of all the free time you have to play with. However we all know when it boils down to the real thing, called survival, who wants to be resting on a 24 hour schedule with nothing productive to do.

We Singaporeans have been moulded into this society such as if we are walking around with nothing to do, there is something very wrong in life. We sort of like push ourselves further than what we are capable of thus getting remarkable results.

However the root cause of failure is also ourselves as we tend to forget we are something called “human”. We need sunlight, sleep, food, water, air to survive-also known as the basic needs.
Money drives us to success but we tend to forget that love keeps us living wholesomely in life.

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Experiences in Life

Some people think that by running away from the problems in life, it somehow disappears on it’s own
A true fact is that it does not disappear, however, it prolongs it.
Some people think that by doing bad onto others, retribution does not take place
Too bad, it does because what goes around, comes around
Some people think that by hiding the truth, the outside seems better
I’m sorry but the truth always surface….

Some of the things learn in life are for reasons that you yourself will only know later in life
These are call mistakes..which from it we must learn..we are born to feel the pain it causes and it consequences…
Instead make the best of the time where things seem better and all is well..for you never might know when it will all come crashing down on you…

It never tells when it’s happening..however it comes as a surprised in a gift box
It makes you feel happy so you don’t doubt that there is anything wrong..then..bam!
it comes and your caught off guard…

It is also unwise of you to remain alone in this world..for there will come a time where there is no one who loves you other than yourself…and you will die alone

Treasure your love ones now, especially your parents and your siblings because you may never know when is their times up or oncve they meet “the one”, you’ll probably see less of them.

Learn to cook so that you can avoid eating out..it’s god to experiment on the things that goes into your stomach..

Don’t get married if you don’t want to as we all know love may be blissful and all but….pain is just as tormenting as love.I understand…

Those of you working and have busy schedules, pause for a while to think of the all the wonders in the world and pay a visit or make a call to your love ones…work can take up all your energy, time, feelings and life..so just pause for a while if not you’ll die early.

These are just some things I learned in life so far…thought of sharing.

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