For You

Still think of you day and night
This is the only avenue to let it out
Use to pray our future would link
Now I pray that your soul  rest in peace

Cant wait to wake up from this nightmare
Cant wait to laugh back about this
Cant wait for you to say
“I’ m glad you’ve learned from this”

A morbid place I go to now
To find refuge with you
Cant give you a hug
Just a little yellow rose

Keep thinking you’ll turn up
Tell me it was good prank
I swear I wont be mad
I’ll just squeeze you tighter

I’m still mad though
At you taking off so sudden
I know it’s not your fault
The hurts just so unbearable

Would you leave a petal of rose
On the front of my doorstep
Just a sign of comfort
To know you’re happy elsewhere

You promise you would not leave
Don’t you remember?
Now not only did you leave,
You left without a goodbye

I know it’s selfish of me
To say this now to you
I’m sorry it’s just so hard
To carry on as normal, to let go

Try my hardest to be busy
A journey alone, a walk alone
The route seems longer
As every step is a memory

Tell me you’re fine
Tell me I’ll be alright
Tell me it’s just a phase
Give me a last goodbye..

C.C 06′

For You

Hug your love ones as if it was your last,
Hold their hands tightly as if it was your last,
Look into the eyes of ur love ones as if your last,
Make time to meet, call or sent a “HI” msg even wen your freaking busy,
These are a few I picked up from my dear fren D’Angelo,
Always there when I was down, made sure I never go hungry,
Gave me little surprises even when it was not for any special occasion,
Rode me on his bicycle for hours eventhough he was overwhelmingly exhausted,
Tolerated every disgusting thing I could thro at him, let me win on purpose during our pool games,
Was always my dance partner in clubs, shared many letters and long conversations,
He who cooked a great meal with great inspiration of being a chef in the future,
My best everything, for all the years you put up with me, you have made my life the way it is. I just Never got a chance to tell you how much you mean to me and how much I love you.
Sorry for all the stress I put you through, I noe you always watched my back and you did all you did for the best interest of me, just like you showed care in a unique way, “e’ angelo way”,
I believe you’ll never be gone, always beside me like my guardian angel, It’s been 3 months and I miss you so much..so much that sometimes i drive myself insane just thinking back on the times we had…
You are greatly miss by so many, and you will never be forgotten.
You have already found a place in my heart and it’s there you will stay.

C.C 06′