Reflections

When I have not written for a long time, I would trace back to the earlier posts just to gauge how far I have grown. To my amazement, it has been one hell of a ride.

As i look back, I feel the change and recognized the person I once was. It is really intriguing to witness your life fall apart numerous times and how you as a person conquered the  battles and  can proudly stand firm this present day. Honestly,  this reflection alone can be a splendid therapy session.

I am starting to value myself as I picture my strength as my greatest asset and the people around me for putting up with a mule like me.

I have been traveling a path, an uncertain path filled with excitement, agitation, joy, stress and  thrill.  I am made to make my own decisions and am made to think of my toes, multi-task, plan ahead and of course enjoy in any way I deem as fun and relaxing. I have adopted this quote of positive thinking which seems to contradict my pessimistic nature but I am learning to evolve.

Responsibilities, priorities and values still standing firm. My lord has put me through and carried me on his back many a times. My love ones have made me look forward to life despite it being difficult. I feel blessed, I am blessed, not because of the things around me, not because of a strike of fortune but because I choose to see life in a certain way, the way I want it to be and because I work hard to achieve what I want life to be.

One thing that hasn’t change is that I still believe firmly that love puts us through the day.

Challenges and obstacles will keep on coming. That is what ‘they’ were meant to do. We were born to be put on a 24 hour, 365 days a year examination. So far most of us have done pretty darn good…those who are still surviving that is… ( struggling counts )
If you are struggling, don’t give up, hang on. Someone will witness your determination and and admire it, they will give you that well deserving raise or promotion…
If your crying out in agony, someone will hear your plea for help…and come to your aid.
Don’t list down the things you don’t have but what you already have and what you are planning to get. Sounds alike…read carefully, there’s a difference.

C.C 08′