Missing You
It’s only been awhile, and my heart is calling out your name
The overwhelming surprise that you left a mark so powerful
An indication that you are here with me despite the unspoken of distance,
I get the feel that I have reached the deep end for you and I am not afraid to admit that I love you…
It ain’t easy to want to scream your name instead whispers follow
For you are so far away and the only message I can get across
Are the beatings of my hearts in sync rhythm with yours..
The smell of what reminds me of you
Sweeps pass my senses as I carry on throughout the day
I know you are with me, as I recount the events of yesterday
I know you are with me, a deep treasured chest I hold so dear
I’m afraid of losing the vulnerability I have now
I’m afraid of the shield that I would build up as a result
I know that the love will never die down, so on that note,
It’s for certain that I would be jumping in your arms in no time…
I miss having your hugs to go to for a squeeze
I miss hearing your voice which lifts me up after a bad day
I miss the frustrations you cause when we have our communication default
I miss the after discussion when all is good and thrashed out
A home I have in you, a heart I have because of you
An openness I long to breathe when it concerns you,
Your arms i want to fall into, the minutes, I wished would go quicker
Till the day I feel you close again, feel you close with me….
C.C 09
Heart to Heart
The anticipation for the return
The one true person the heart desires
Longliness creeps in the middle of the night
Silence melts the over ached heart
Instincts of the soul chooses to relate
In a combination of words, an avenue for release
Attempting to retreat into a place of adrenaline
Seeking for adventures, quenching the loneliness
A path that leads to nowhere, she is fully aware
Her feet rooted to the ground, for her one, only
The days passes, the minutes ticked
She knows she’s evolving, her heart is beating
Alive and whole, yet pierced and wounded
The cries, wailing in agony as she awaits….
The return of her true one, her one, only one….
C.C 09
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It’s the assimilation of one’s heart and mind
To be capitulated by one being in a way never before
For a fraction of the time one breathes, one flies
For the time to take to fall in love was never enough
The courteous of souls, the manners of a gentleman
All too easily spoken unless seen by the naked eye
The warmth of a man, the gentleness of a feather friend
All too blind unless felt by one’s own plight
Doubts seldom passed by, Fear rarely got the better
Trust was never the issue, Communication was the matter
The virgins of all virgins was living its name
The downfall it would be to this amazing voyage
Realization set in, one feels the knife pierce
To run a mile away, to stay and face the pain
It was never the question to be heard of
For to leave was a choice to hard to make
It was then one realized the raw emotion one carried
It was then one understood the depth of feelings one had
It was not the same, it was new, and it was foreign, affection to the highest point
It was something to precious to let go off or to contemplate letting go
It was real, it was honest, and it was hers to make whole and home….
The endless sudden distance, puts her bluntly to the test
The independence she deserves yet the softest of love received
She values this gift, the surprising gift of acceptance
One, who is blessed, now sees light to the gray areas
Savoring the abundant hope it brings
To a once murk, shadowy future
Being realistic but appreciating
The being who lifts her high yet accepts her flaws
The being who has her heart in his hands…..
C.C 09’
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